pegasus.

pegasus.

a winged horse found in Greek mythos.

a symbol that I came across this weekend at the company training event and while I can’t say that I was previously inspired to write anything about it, it just seemed like the right title.

I can’t fully recall why the symbol of the winged beast was plastered on the wall, but it made sense at the time. something about freedom. so yeah, why not.

I may have drank the kool - aid.

this too shall pass.

I’ve had a rough couple days in my head space. I did some stupid things; I looked in places I wish I hadn’t. I don’t know what I was expecting, but it affected me way more than I thought it would. I’m very thankful to have good friends and people to lean on.

I did some reading through old notes and I’m better now. I keep forgetting how I got here.

take notes. it’s very helpful to have a guide map of where you were for when you’re spiraling.

if you’re religious or spiritual, I would appreciate good energy, prayers for my brother.

I am very tired. a good tired. I’m just exhausting myself mentally, but it feels worthwhile. next is physically.

life is very crazy. it catches up to all of us.

I feel very 25. but I feel very optimistic.

I am understanding my job more. it’s going well.

I had quite the day at work today; it went from not good to very well and I think I’ve proven myself a bit more to me. I think this is where I need to be for a little bit. to be honest, I don’t remember if I said that in the last blog, but we’re keeping it; I have a deadline to get this out and I don’t have time to proofread the last one. AND THERE’S TOO MUCH TO GET THROUGH HERE!!

to past me: I think this was well overdue, and thank you for making the right calls.

to future me: I hope this was the right call.

one foot in front of the other, and this too shall pass.

I desire the hunt. I enjoy this feeling. I feel alive. either way too much and who knows what could happen.

keep it going. can’t stop. for me.

action / everything.

all praise due to the most high.