stonks.

this last week, I got to take a business trip for the first time. my team and I stayed in a huge Airbnb, played a lot of pool, drank a lot of biers, and had a grand ol time, truly. I’m pretty sure I got my pockets checked in the club and a lot other sketchy stuff.

I was so beat by the end of it that I had to really, really decompress when I got home on Sunday, and right back on Monday, I went back to work, revitalized. more than I had been in quite some time. it feels unnatural to not hate walking into work. this could be the honeymoon phase I suppose, but I’m really enjoying the work and my team. they bring a competitive nature that I haven’t gotten to experience before and I cannot wait to keep learning and applying these lessons to my creative work.

I am by no means close to where I want to be, but after a lot of reflecting this weekend, for the first time in a while, I feel like I made a really good choice taking this leap.

shoutout MJI, those bulls, me, and God for really making me sit with myself and wonder if I could live the way I was living for the rest of my life. these leaps have to happen eventually and I think it’s just about whether or not you can roll with the punches and stick the landing or if you’ll stay trapped on that side of the gap because you might be scared. I mean fk it, I was scared; I still am, but I gotta keep moving. what else am I gonna do? time is uh ticking.

rabbit holding a clock, overly showing you that the clock is ticking. you only have so much time left. don’t forget it.

I hope you people are doing good. I’m still working diligently. harder than I have in a min.

all I can think about is make sure that you’re investing in yourself. in your goal. in your mission. trust that you’ll be alright. keep swinging the damn bat. walk through the fkn door. you’re bound to hit the red from time to time, but if you keep going; nothing will stop you from getting there eventually. it’ll take some time but that’s okay, because the time passes anyway. just stay locked in.

life fkn sucks when you can’t/don’t make any progress on that; life is feeling better. just gotta keep moving. one foot in front of the other. take care family.

action / everything.

all praise is due to the most high.