cognitive dissonance.

I was reminded today at work that I was acting unlike which I strived to be more like. less like. I came back from Europe vowing to replace those parts of me.

it will sneak up on you which is scary because I thought I was doing better. maybe I am.

I guess it’s not overnight, but I feel like I walk different now. I fight my way out of my head. people inspire me.

still, it’s difficult.

it’s so difficult when you brain and your reality don’t sync up. that drives me crazy.

they’re syncing up more these days. I’m making them as much as I can. reminding myself of who I am.

motion now, but motion next week.

action / everything.

all praise to the Most High.