changes.

just start typing and something will appear.

off the dome, I don’t really have much I want to say.

life is busy, busy. life is good.

life has its ups and downs and I’m definitely on that rollercoaster now.

I finally got my new place. it has taken up a lot of my time and energy recently and that’s why this blog is coming out late. I couldn’t tell you how many times I almost fell asleep at the wheel driving home last night.

I’m traveling for work and I’m halfway there.

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*I just took a shower and I realized that I’m just tired and do not need to sink into my feelings for too long, I just need some sleep

^ life keeps going.

it is taking a lot of me to just sit with myself recently. I’m constantly on go mode.

with this blog, I think I really just wanted to tell myself that it’s going to be alright as long as you keep applying pressure. through all the changes that have come this past year, I’m still okay. I continue to figure things out for myself and learn.

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sometimes when I’m out and about, I see people and I can’t help but wonder why they are where they are.

why are you in this walmart picking up whatever you got. what life choices have led you here? where will I be in 20 years? here? likely. somehow, that scares me.

I’m constantly reminded of how much personal agency matters, how important it is to just do things.

just start - and keep going.

from the chateau.

action / everything.

all praise is due to the most high.