today marks one year at my job.
time will really fly on you. like really fly.
I’m grateful for the experience thus far.
lots of ups and downs and times when I worried how I was going to make it work. it’s definitely been fun hahahaha.
each and every time though, I’ve been able to make it through. Thank God.
I remember the first time I was really worried about making it work.
I lied down on the floor and so many thoughts were racing my mind having my moment.
I didn’t have the self - belief at the time.
since then, I’ve gone through so much worse and so much better.
beyond a job, it’s been a great opportunity for self - development. I continue to learn about myself every day in a way that can sometimes seem like the biggest grind but then you find one and that’s a great feeling.
for the longest time, I didn’t have a suit, I was living with a family friend, and I can go on and on, but really life is so much different from last year.
I looked at my previous journal to see if I could find an entry from the date that I started, but there is no such entry.
here’s the thing though: the content of my journal entries is drastically different from right before I started this new job. a lot of those previous entries focused on healing and understanding some of the pain that I was feeling. now it’s more of just trying to understand why I want what I want and mental exercises.
this job has kept me very busy and moving around the country seeing new places and meeting new people and I’ve loved that. it’s so funny how drastically different the same country looks 8 hours from where you live.
most importantly, I am extremely grateful to have met the people that I work with. they’ve become very close and I appreciate all that they do in keeping me sane.
I can say from the depths of my heart that this journey has been so worth jumping off from my previous position from.
undeniably great.
from the chateau.
action / everything.
all praise is due to the most high.
